why are choices reveal our life
for some of us, life can make us realize things we really could never accept about ourselves and the epic reality sets in, you question all of your decision abilities.
i am no stranger to trials and tribulations of life, relationships, friendships and mixed families, although i am not an expert, i still feel i have said and done enough to grant this epic story.
nothing feels right | my sense of belonging has become very apparent to me and i am fighting a losing battle. even yesterday i asked myself the question of being unique and who i am | which i have worked so hard for and yet was shot down again for feeling the way i feel. i do however realize in certain situations, we must act in a way of respect and discretion but i have to tell you, when it doesn’t feel right, we shouldn’t have to go against our will.
my epic reality today is how to be who i am without questioning whether i am acting correctly or incorrectly and feel good about my decisions. shrugging off certain situations is one of my hardest challenges of life because i do let everything bother me. people tell me all the time i have to get bigger shoulders but i have to be honest and say my shoulders are to heavy to handle any more bullshit.
epic decisions must be made and i fear i will again be thrown against time and the wind.