there are times when your own space isn’t enough to make your morning happy. people, surroundings can obscure the feeling of serenity and the only thing to do is wait. i can’t expect others to react the minute they get up in the morning just because i have needs. everything comes in due time.
but i do notice that when things are just not right in my world, i feel the need to make everyone aware and want them to do something about it. not in a direct way but in a slightly sneaky way. it may not be as effective as being direct but sometimes you have to take a step back in order to understand your own actions.
as i sit here in my new oasis, looking for my single thoughts, i think appreciation comes with a price.