i am about to get real this morning, for years i have been thinking about say it like it is, being the real me and telling people to live this realism. however, for those who know me on a personal level, my professional life does not allow for such transcripts especially on the internet.
well my friends. this is my life.
what i truly believe is this, it’s my life. why can’t i be and say what i want, when i want. maybe the fact remains i work in a public environment but i am also a web blogger who dishes out the truth about life and for most of my readers, this is the edge they need when they land here on epicrealityoflife.com.
so let’s get real!
i practice true unconditional everything! whether it’s love, people, life it is all about accepting everything for what it is and never judging. even if i don’t like a person, i accept who they are and what they believe in. if i don’t like a certain thing, i see it for what it is and accept it. life, i take what comes to me and use it to my advantage, in a positive way of course.
i do not put people down under no circumstances because most people i encounter have something very beneficial to say and i learn from that.
what is troubling me most these days is my career. i don’t like my job, i am constantly pretending to enjoy something i really don’t enjoy doing. i used to believe that i had a purpose with this job and now i feel as though it is sucking the best of me right out the fucking door. most people think i go on vacation because it is a luxury but it is because i need to get away from my work life. i can rest, not think about anything, which generally very difficult for me to do and i can sleep.
yes sleep. i don’t sleep well because my brain never shuts off.
next week, i will be 53 and i would really like the kind of job that brings joy to my heart, i would like to retire knowing that i did serve a purpose and be happy doing what i do best. i can’t quit because that isn’t my style so i make the best of what is.
all i am saying is that in order for me to survive every day, i seek people who make me smile and remind me of how important i am in this environment. i can count the amount of people i consider my friends and i respect them unconditionally. i am reminded of a line i heard once:
“what we do does not define us”
tell that to the people.
so what am i left with on this Monday morning. it’s a new week, my Christmas decorations are almost up and my thoughts are travelling with the speed of light. so i must slow down a bit in order to focus. epic is going to change her way of communicating with my blog and see how the world wide web reacts to the truth about life!