the epic voice of reason

i consider myself a pretty level headed person but when someone pushes my button, i can really explode. there is only so much a person can take when life throws shit at you and i know as time has taught me, experience can just be a mere reflection of what could be.

i have said also, control is an illusion and even though we make choices, life can alter everything.

Flamingo Right Art Print, LOVE this print by society6:

what burns my ass even more is that when the shit keeps coming you have to ask yourself what does life have next in store for me. as i reflect on my choices, my decisions, my life’s work on self devotion, i am filled with questions. things i have to do to keep sane do not help and i am focusing on keeping my strength for my work. there used to be a time when writing and being here creating would give me pleasure and distraction for my own reality. but as i sit here i still have to many boxes open. i realize i am only human and have to keep it simple not to explode because it would certainly cause fear in so many people i care about.

still, my feelings are important and i can say without a doubt, i am hiding much that needs to be said out-loud. i do not pretend to be someone else but only a shaded area covers my truth and reasoning.

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