remember i asked in the special news column to think about your past life and how it affects your present moment? just wondering if anyone has done that and why no comments.
i realize in this internet world people do not like comments or they just browse through and leave.
so today i am looking at the clarity that is needed in order to make a life decision. sometimes we want to do something but aren’t sure how it should be done. there are many factors to consider or your plan may have to be altered. most of us all want to do great in life, i for one have been thriving on that for years but lately i have felt a sudden downfall in read the epic
days have pasted and i have been busy with many other things, thoughts are scrambled but here we are again.
ever get those days when you can’t keep one simple thought in your head? that’s me lately and on my day off i took time out of the normal and went fishing. being out on the river, quiet, all you can hear is the pecking of birds, the odd ship or boat driving by and the beaming of the sun on your face. i could hear the voice inside my head saying, why do i not do this more often?
getting away is the greatest thing of all and i feel myself wanting a trip these days, to escape from the anxieties and things around read the epic
you live your life according to what is best for you, no outside influence because you know that the best thing is what you need and want. making it happen can be somewhat of a challenge when others do not see your point of view or understand your thinking.
i have many people who feel this way about me and quite frankly, it took me a long time to make the decision to stand back and tell them like it is. my reasoning for my epic moments are really none of their concern but a mere moment that i must stand up too. they do not have to accept me or really care what i do, say or think but only to respect how i read the epic
can you remember a time when you kept wishing for more?
when we were younger, we would say i can’t wait to be an adult and then we became an adult and we wished we were younger. i see different types of people and personalities on a daily basis, some of which drive me completely nuts and others i see the agony they live in. so why did we wish for all that?
even today, middle aged, i still wish for shit but i am more realistic about it. actually, honestly, i have become so numb to dreaming and wishing, that i do not see the reality in hope and dreams. true experience, the more i push, the less i seem to get what i read the epic
time is so valuable and how often do we forget this until something tragic happens. self development has been my goal for decades and it is without a doubt, that i will be working at this for many years.
what i know today is this, if i don’t take time out for myself, i will collapse. many things have piled up and i am on the verge of just no longer giving a shit about anything and for that reason, i am taking a step back to realize what is important and what is not.
i had a massage the other and i today i sense more tension than ever because i am taking on so many different items. the reality is learning to compartmentalize read the epic
what we do in life can reflect our future. there’s no way out of it. if you fuck up, you will in some way or another pay for it for the rest of your life.
most people are in denial of such a phrase only because they can’t live in their reality. the question of the day is whether or not you can recognize the signs of it all and what to do about it or even if you can change the course of action.
i spent my day in my pool over thinking everything going around me, work, relationship, people and family and i can honestly say at the end of the day, i still come up with the same answers. it is one read the epic
we often take a step back when forced to make important decisions. there are some that become very easy, like your every day job. you know exactly what has to be done and you do it. but then there other decisions that for some reason seem so complicated and you can wrap your head around it. people make it look so easy and when it boils down to it, life has a way of showing you that nothing is easy.
even if you work hard at something and believe you have exhausted all possibilities, there comes another thing around the corner.
so how do people begin to make sense and simplify?
you either have to accept the process or eliminate it. taking read the epic