things have to change


what is life if you don’t live your own life?

people can say what they want, give their opinions, tell you exactly what you don’t want to hear but in the end, this is your life and you can choose to take it or leave it!

we can not allow people to dictate how we live, how we think and especially how we act. read the epic

uncontrollable feelings


as we start a new week i want to share with you very personal feelings.

my thoughts are everywhere, the feelings of anxiety, forgetting things, can’t keep one thought in my head and i feel as though i have been hit by a big wave of something that i cannot understand.

i have read all there is to read on this whole process ( recent surgery – symptoms ) and even though they say my feelings, physical and mental are normal, i feel frustrated as i cannot accept the idea of not being in control of my own well-being. read the epic

upfront and personal


ya know what bites my ass? people who lie, cheat, say things that make no sense in order to make themselves feel better.

i hate fake people – why can’t we all just be who we are and say what we want?

i’ll tell you why, agenda! people have an agenda and for whatever reason they need to fulfil their private to do list on what will today bring, how can i piss someone off and feel good about what i did just so i can be epic. read the epic

.engage in the now


for some of us, our very existence depends upon the events of the past. life experiences teach us how to be and not be but it is what we do with those experiences that make us who we are today. i often see people dwelling on what was or what could have been that they never really fully live in their own moment. read the epic

what i know now


life is hard, i have heard it said it doesn’t have to be but life is full of bullshit and detours we never expect. it doesn’t matter how structured you are or how disciplined you can be, sometimes life takes turns.

i see so many lives being altered by society, it has to be said : WTF! read the epic

philosophy versus reality


“a man should not strive to eliminate his complexes but to get into accord with them” – Sigmund Freud

proper behaviour, do we really know what that is? we were taught from time of birth, growing up in different cultures and societies, certain behaviours are unacceptable. some are simple, normal and others quite outrageous. i had a giggle yesterday, standing in line at a department store, watching, learning, behaviour of humans thinking how polite we have to be in the customer service world. read the epic

how do we change


i have seen many changes in my life, mostly with myself but others as well. our character defines the very core of who we are and what we represent. but throughout the years, what affects us are the events and memories we have embedded into our minds and souls.

do they changes us? of course they do. read the epic