when you set out goals, is it merely to inspire others? i used to believe that i could inspire anyone to see my way of things. this is very selfish and that is why over the years i have learned to accept everyone for who they are and what they believe in.
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my readers, there are many events going on in my life as we speak, busy as i am i must take a moment and reflect for my sanity.
i love writing, it helps me sort out the shit as i say. i had a dream, a dream of owning my own home, when that crashed Read the rest
it is often said hitting rock bottom helps those who have no direction, no will to see the light or worse no ambition to do better. i pride myself on emphasizing this moment because i know my life is just not quite where i want it to be.
i can’t give specifics on what bothers Read the rest
“you can’t fix it if you don’t realize it” |
i heard a saying once, “if you know better, you can do better”
yesterday, i went through something that was all to familiar to me. without being specific, i can tell you that this thing was like stabbing me in the back over and over Read the rest
i have come to realize no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you work at anything, there is always going to be some shit flying in the air.
people are conditioned to be in their own minds, in their own ways of life and for the life of me can’t seem to Read the rest
i am a realist, i see things for what they really are and not as people want them to be. if you are ever going to live in the moment you have be in the present time.
great lesson to learn.
i love it when i discover something about myself and why i do the Read the rest
someone has to say it.
we are all judged and the one’s who tell you otherwise, that we only see what’s on the inside, they are full of shit. people see a visual, they see first what is on the outside and even when they get to know you, they make up their own idea Read the rest
i have choices
i have the right to decide and feel the way i feel
i also have the power to let go
there are those who always seem to know how to find negativity in every thing i say or do and more so never have the balls to look me in the face Read the rest
i truly believe ambition is one of my greatest traits.
i get an idea in my head and can’t put it down. this past week, i dusted off an old book i had written many moons ago and edited until my brain could no longer feel or think.
it is now ready! sometimes in life Read the rest
i talk often about self love, self devotion and more so how to be epic and live in the moment. lately i am just the opposite, hiding behind my own bullshit, never letting anyone seeing the real me and more so never letting anyone know what is really ailing me.
i guess some old habits Read the rest