i sometimes wonder what really makes us who we are. we are molded into life by our up bringing, values, ideas, respect and as we get old some us fall off the wagon and make our choices. we forget what we were thought and decide to make our own interpretations of how our life would best suit us.
the problem lies within the need to make things better. i was reading a piece of a book how most people forget to live in the moment. some worry about their future, some find time to think about past regrets and it alters their today. why do we do this? because there are things in the past that make us who we are today.
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they say change is good and for whatever reason, yesterday i went all #epic on my hair. i cut it all off.
call it #menopause or whatever but it was driving me nuts. it gets heavy and out of control and i thought what the hell, it will grow back. which brings me to the reality of life. have you ever done anything so crazy out of your normal? i used to do many out of control things when i was younger, the adventure, the dare and most of all because i could.
as we age we stop doing the stuff that feels natural and only because we feel the judgement. i love music mostly because it comes naturally to me to learn a good read the epic
self motivation is a wonderful thing if you can do it. it only proves how powerful you can be in moments of stressful situations.
i was living a roller coaster yesterday, different feelings of anxiety and pissed off moments, i honestly didn’t know what was going on. i guess it is one of the side effects of being in this midlife crisis and i it is a good thing i am aware when it happens, otherwise i would probably do stupid shit.
i had an epiphany yesterday thinking it isn’t my job i really dislike but some of the people i am surrounded by. how can some people really get under your skin? well, it is easy. they do or say something that is just read the epic
as we start a new week i want to share with you very personal feelings.
my thoughts are everywhere, the feelings of anxiety, forgetting things, can’t keep one thought in my head and i feel as though i have been hit by a big wave of something that i cannot understand.
i have read all there is to read on this whole process ( recent surgery – symptoms ) and even though they say my feelings, physical and mental are normal, i feel frustrated as i cannot accept the idea of not being in control of my own well-being. it actually scares the crap out of me and i mostly feel trapped. i don’t know how many other women are feeling or have felt this read the epic