.my world, undecided

life is already designed for you, it does not matter if you change your desired destination, all is mapped out. i realized that a few years ago when trouble hit my life over and over again, unable to find that exact happiness i needed or wanted. yesterday, i was hit with a that feeling again, call me crazy but something is terribly wrong and i cannot get my shit together.

maybe life has a bigger … want to know the rest?

stop the distraction

how important is your well being?

very.

if you stop for just one moment and realize how important it is to step away from things, you realize that breathing and clearing your mind can greatly enhance your life. this is something most people forget to do! in most cases when faced with stressful situations, many people react instead of distract. i love distractions but it does not solve the issues or the reality. what you … want to know the rest?

.it is never enough

it seems obvious that even taking one day off doesn’t seem to be enough to do the things you want to do. even relaxing is impossible because your brain continuously goes round and round thinking of this and that.

well in my brain.

i have so much on my agenda and i need to do so many things that i can’t seem to relax. sleeping is an option these days, luckily i managed to nap … want to know the rest?

.tell it like it is

my big challenge in the next coming weeks will be to really tell people what i really think. it is very hard to be honest when you are working in a public environment but sometimes it is also healthy to dish out the truth about how you really feel. some people really need to hear it in order to understand and accept the honesty and reality of life.

it takes so much courage to do … want to know the rest?

.looking for time away

days have pasted and i have been busy with many other things, thoughts are scrambled but here we are again.

ever get those days when you can’t keep one simple thought in your head? that’s me lately and on my day off i took time out of the normal and went fishing. being out on the river, quiet, all you can hear is the pecking of birds, the odd ship or boat driving by and … want to know the rest?