my readers, there are many events going on in my life as we speak, busy as i am i must take a moment and reflect for my sanity.
i love writing, it helps me sort out the shit as i say. i had a dream, a dream of owning my own home, when that crashed Read the rest
dreams are real, whether you believe in them or not, they are a reflection of your present life. where you want to be, glimpse of your present moments and what really is going on inside that pretty little head of yours.
if you are lucky enough to remember them when you wake up, you can Read the rest
i write about life and how we live in the moment, accepting things for what they are and never really looking forward to the unrealistic. even though i believe in this, for me, there is always some factor in my life that puts me down.
people say things to make me feel like a complete Read the rest
ever get the feeling that your whole life is a bubble waiting to burst? i hate it when you think you have it ‘nip’ in the butt and then ‘BAM’ more shit happens.
altering life to continuously fix your own needs is very exhausting. i can’t even begin to tell you how many times i Read the rest
“you can’t fix it if you don’t realize it” |
i heard a saying once, “if you know better, you can do better”
yesterday, i went through something that was all to familiar to me. without being specific, i can tell you that this thing was like stabbing me in the back over and over Read the rest
panglossian – ‘having extreme optimism, despite ongoing hardship, difficulty or adversity
have you ever met people like that?
i have and know quite a few. they look at the world in such a way that nothing is wrong, nothing is negative and they seem no realistic light. they live in a fantasy world thinking everything Read the rest
as my week soon comes to an end in mexico, i revisit what i have learned on this journey.
people, places and weather may differ from our own but in the end we are all similar creatures. i think what is important is really our own values and accepting others for who they and Read the rest
the impossible trying to make everyone happy is totally ridiculous. everyone has their own agenda and we cannot find a happy medium however you look at it. people are different and unique in their own way. i know the only way to really and completely live through this is to decide what is in your Read the rest
there will a point and time in your life when all hell breaks loose and you feel as though nothing seems right. in your eyes, all that can happen does and it is usually not good.
the next idea is why, the question you ask yourself and have absolutely no answer.
i have written many Read the rest
i have choices
i have the right to decide and feel the way i feel
i also have the power to let go
there are those who always seem to know how to find negativity in every thing i say or do and more so never have the balls to look me in the face Read the rest