how to satisfy everyone’s needs

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the impossible trying to make everyone happy is totally ridiculous. everyone has their own agenda and we cannot find a happy medium however you look at it. people are different and unique in their own way. i know the only way to really and completely live through this is to decide what is in your best interest and hope that people will understand. read the epic

i make a difference

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the mind is a wonderful thing however if you let control your every moment, it can make you believe things you otherwise would not.

 

curiously mine is not far from that. day 2 of my challenge was keeping only one box open. today, i too, my son out for his birthday which i will miss this saturday as i will be in my favorite place.   read the epic

when times are really hard

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there will a point and time in your life when all hell breaks loose and you feel as though nothing seems right. in your eyes, all that can happen does and it is usually not good.

the next idea is why, the question you ask yourself and have absolutely no answer.

i have written many times how life is so damn hard and you can’t see to pin point why this has to be. read the epic

the value of life

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self awareness, self love, self development, how epic are you at these?

it takes much courage to realize when you need self work and unless you are ready to identify these things, you are not ready. the moment something bad happens you begin to question all your abilities unless you know for sure you are capable of living your own reality. read the epic

the repercussions

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i am faced with a challenge this morning and it is not an easy one.

in any important position, you must make choices and decisions whether you like them or not. sometimes, having more than one face helps but i can tell you being the person i am my heart always takes over. there is no easy way to describe what i am feeling at the moment other than the decision on what is more important. read the epic

judgement day

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someone has to say it.

we are all judged and the one’s who tell you otherwise, that we only see what’s on the inside, they are full of shit. people see a visual, they see first what is on the outside and even when they get to know you, they make up their own idea of what and who you are. read the epic

blank feeling

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words said out loud can forever hurt someone. words put on paper last a lifetime. but what about the words that are never said?

ever get the feeling that sometimes people do not tell you things that otherwise they should, that something doesn’t fit the profile. i have a gift, i can see things that others don’t and i know when people are ultimately hiding something from me. read the epic

the epic voice of reason

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i consider myself a pretty level headed person but when someone pushes my button, i can really explode. there is only so much a person can take when life throws shit at you and i know as time has taught me, experience can just be a mere reflection of what could be.

i have said also, control is an illusion and even though we make choices, life can alter everything. read the epic

the slum bum chum

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there are days we know are better than others and sometimes our thinking can be clouded by shit. yes i said shit because in my reality, shit happens and for some odd reason, i feel as though life has thrown me so many curve balls i should be staring in my own baseball league.

the logic will exclaim it is what you do with life that makes it but honestly i think it is again all bullshit. read the epic

some live in silence

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i am faced with many challenges at this time of year, things i have worked on, self devotion, teaching unconditional love, the right to choose and i have seen something yesterday that i am concerned with. how many of us take the time to really see a person?

people of all kinds cross our paths and most of us do not even give them the time of day. read the epic