my readers, there are many events going on in my life as we speak, busy as i am i must take a moment and reflect for my sanity.
i love writing, it helps me sort out the shit as i say. i had a dream, a dream of owning my own home, when that crashed Read the rest
lately i have been writing a lot about regret, things that i have done in the past that i wish i could erase. i am reading a book called: “out of the darkness into the light” by Laurie-Ann Sheldrick and yesterday i decided to pick it up again and read more. now this girl is Read the rest
i write about life and how we live in the moment, accepting things for what they are and never really looking forward to the unrealistic. even though i believe in this, for me, there is always some factor in my life that puts me down.
people say things to make me feel like a complete Read the rest
it is often said hitting rock bottom helps those who have no direction, no will to see the light or worse no ambition to do better. i pride myself on emphasizing this moment because i know my life is just not quite where i want it to be.
i can’t give specifics on what bothers Read the rest
coming back to reality |
after what seems like forever, i am back to my life’s routine and feel as though i have neglected the thing that makes me more sane.
while vacations are wonderful, i can truly tell you that being home has been a refreshment. back to work, catching up on what Read the rest
i’ve been home for over a day now since my mexican trip and i gotta tell you, it is great to be back to normal. i think i slept for what felt like a week yesterday. it probably has to do with the fact that i am sick, yes again, i caught a cold while Read the rest
panglossian – ‘having extreme optimism, despite ongoing hardship, difficulty or adversity
have you ever met people like that?
i have and know quite a few. they look at the world in such a way that nothing is wrong, nothing is negative and they seem no realistic light. they live in a fantasy world thinking everything Read the rest
as my week soon comes to an end in mexico, i revisit what i have learned on this journey.
people, places and weather may differ from our own but in the end we are all similar creatures. i think what is important is really our own values and accepting others for who they and Read the rest
the impossible trying to make everyone happy is totally ridiculous. everyone has their own agenda and we cannot find a happy medium however you look at it. people are different and unique in their own way. i know the only way to really and completely live through this is to decide what is in your Read the rest
the mind is a wonderful thing however if you let control your every moment, it can make you believe things you otherwise would not.
curiously mine is not far from that. day 2 of my challenge was keeping only one box open. today, i too, my son out for his birthday which i will Read the rest