they say variety is the spice of life but then again to much change can shock your body and mind. i like changing things all the time especially my surroundings. i love the control of knowing i can do something | try something new and if it doesn’t work | try something else.…

admitting defeat is one of the hardest things to do in self discovery. my son wrote me a long letter and i received it yesterday. breaks my heart every time i open of those because i know he is where he is and i can’t for the life of me figure out why his life turned out this way.…

there is a part of me that is fun, crazy, anything goes kinda person.

i remember her.

lately, i have written much about negativity and how the world seems to be my enemy in so many ways that when push comes to shove, i have disconnected with others.…

yesterday was probably one of the worse days i have had in a while; emotions flaring, shouting at people in front of me, venting wasn’t enough to get rid of what i was feeling.

the good part is that i am so aware of my own feelings, i can later sit down and re-think my awful thoughts.…

this is truly funny as i have been working on this for quite some time now and for the life of me, i think simple is boring but it has its’ perks. when you are not feeling well, i love to be lazy. something i had to learn quite some time ago because i felt as though i was wasting time just doing nothing.…

simplicity | the art of simplifying your life and giving it meaning.

i remember a time when i went back to school | to get a college degree | in 2008 | at the time it was a proud moment for me. it meant, i had something tangible to show on paper.…

i thought i knew everything about unconditional love and the power it holds. what i didn’t realize is that when you see signs that it no longer serves you | meaning is fulfilling your core | we must let it go.

 

although we fight to the end to keep something alive that isn’t | realistically | going to make our future, we know in the end it is only a mere reflection of what might be.…

the rage of feeling either unheard or less understood…gets my blood boiling.

of course we all know there are some who are rude and make fun or hurtful comments.

then there are those who just think they have a bigger story than yours.

i would hope that some day, not in this lifetime i am sure, people would just read or listen without making their lives or stories bigger than yours.…