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.why are you here

what defines you? have you ever searched so deep to find that epic moment in yourself? some of us can’t and others it is like a given. the era in which we live in has changed so drastically, some of us cannot keep up, therefore eventually we lose site of what is really important. we can no longer define our own ambitions, our own presence and therefore lose the ability to live a full life.

i have been speaking of my own personal experiences for years and lately the focus has been on finding my happiness. it is factual that lately my ability to be happy has left my mind and body. finding that inner balance seems unattainable and i feel as though i merely read the epic

.losing my reality

finding beauty in everything you do can sometimes be very difficult. whenever i felt stressed or just basically fed up with life, i would find a moment in time i was really relaxed and recreate it. there are ways to develop ‘me’ time. but i do know this can be difficult for some.

there is no way in hell you can always believe that …

i was having an epic moment of reality. lately, nothing comes to mind when writing doesn’t seem to help my inner peace. regret, solitude, these are three words i find very familiar but give me no pleasure any longer. have you ever gotten to the point when you feel as though nothing is within your reach? everything you do or read the epic

.cake by the ocean

they say change is good and for whatever reason, yesterday i went all #epic on my hair. i cut it all off.

call it #menopause or whatever but it was driving me nuts. it gets heavy and out of control and i thought what the hell, it will grow back. which brings me to the reality of life. have you ever done anything so crazy out of your normal? i used to do many out of control things when i was younger, the adventure, the dare and most of all because i could.

as we age we stop doing the stuff that feels natural and only because we feel the judgement. i love music mostly because it comes naturally to me to learn a good read the epic

.based on life experiences

can you remember a time when you kept wishing for more?

when we were younger, we would say i can’t wait to be an adult and then we became an adult and we wished we were younger. i see different types of people and personalities on a daily basis, some of which drive me completely nuts and others i see the agony they live in. so why did we wish for all that?

even today, middle aged, i still wish for shit but i am more realistic about it. actually, honestly, i have become so numb to dreaming and wishing, that i do not see the reality in hope and dreams. true experience, the more i push, the less i seem to get what i read the epic

.unfulfilled

ok so life can truly bring you in different directions and when facing times of doubt, we often seek out true and responsive actions. we scatter our brains to find answers to everything and anything just to discover, there is no answer to the questions.

i used to be filled with so much love in my heart and times have changed my outlook on life. as you grow older you see life for what it really is and you begin to focus on the necessity instead of the reality. this comes from a moment i had about a week ago when someone asked me why i don’t seem happy.

truth be told, i am not complete happy i am just here. i have become so read the epic

.responsiblity and reality

we all have choices to make in life and there are times when taking responsibility comes at a cost. we know the outcome, we feel the remorse but in the end we only have to do what is right. we cannot be worrying about judgement or how others will react to certain situations because when it comes down to it, you are the sole purpose of your own destiny.

now if i was to tell you the chaos i deal with on a daily basis, you my readers would probably tell me to pack it up. however, this boils down to commitment and i am a big believer in this epic moment. i do and say something, i will always follow through with it at read the epic

.how to be honest

there is a growing feeling and you just know when things don’t seem to fit. the reality is you do things because you have to live in the real world. the odd time when it is time to take a break from it all, you find yourself in a place where nothing and i mean absolutely nothing bothers you.

everyone knows mine is in that epic place where the ocean lives and the sand is so warm. i can often feel it in my bones when the sun is shining, no mention when my imagination takes me there.  i totally believe we all need some distraction from to time and if you have never visited this epic place, you must.

lately, i find myself visiting read the epic