I really like change in my design; it makes it appear at least eventful. playing around with different wordpress themes is one of the things I do, as most of you already know, but lately, I am frustrated with all the layouts I try.
I want clarity, yet vision. creativity comes in many forms and I very aware of my talent and skills. unfortunately, making shit work the way I want it, sometimes fails. therefore, this is why when you land on my website, the appearance can definitely be altered.
ok, so today, keeping in mind, the words are still viable, I am looking for inspiration. I anticipate this change will come into to play before the day is out and I hope to make some normal but readable.
on another note, I am still striving and finding work which is weighing heavy on my mind. we can’t survive without money and I keep asking myself why this shit happens to me. I know that sounds pathetic as I am not the first or the last individual who has failed with employment and I am not the only one in the world without work but my frustration is severely affecting all that I live for and I am very afraid.
people can say what they want but they aren’t living my reality. I need some luck, some love and some precious attention. I need a chance to show my abilities and creativity but also my smarts!
here’s hoping soon.