Just Do It

we all have ghosts, we all have many ideas that get shot to the ground and we have to ask ourselves, why bother? as a child growing up, i felt as though all my ambitions were lesser than most and every time i wanted to do something really important, something that mattered to me, i was shot down.

as an adult, it is pretty much the same ‘shit’ different day. people do not seem to respond to anything i say or do or maybe it is just not meant to be. yesterday, i took a leap i never thought would happen and i honestly feel it is one of the best decisions i have ever made. you come to a point when you feel so low and unappreciated, you just decide.

i can’t explain the details of my personal life but i can say this. my self esteem and confidence has drowned so much over the years i am at a stand still at the moment. i can’t even imagine what is next for me but i can tell you i can’t continue on the road to nowhere. realizing that i have allowed myself to become this low again, really discourages me from anything. my ambitions, shot down over and over and for what?

i feel no trust in people and certainly no confidence. who i thought was at least remotely considerate and understanding has proven to be my worse enemies.i am sure when the dust settles, as they say, i will be a figure of speech or a monument in time.

all i need now is somehow to regain my self awareness of epic and all will work itself out.

epic advice: never allow others to determine your fate, your inspirations and mostly you life. it will only hurt you more in the end.

be epic share


woman, mother, writer and leader in her own surroundings, living life unconditionally. she values self development and teaches her readers to be true to life's needs.