the odd thing about starting something new is that I have started over so many times, it seems second nature to me. I am not an important person in the social world, networks of the world wide web but I pride myself in knowing at least the message is getting out.
this blogging is a basic need I have and no matter what I say, writing or express, it is of my own words and truth.
for the last few years, I have been trying to become something more than all this normal living, making up ways to make money online, designing this website many times over and as it would have it, nothing ever really comes of it. today, I sit here and think, even though I have studied many times how to be the best at blogging and making money online, it isn’t profitable unless you are willing to invest a lot of money doing it.
so here today I tell you, get your pocket book out if you want to make a career out this!
on the upside, I have been unemployed for over 6 months now and I can honestly say I have been really scared. however, a few weeks ago I was offered another job at home and I took it because after all we have to survive right? it isn’t the best money but with all the cut backs I have made in personal life, I should be ok.
maybe it is time to live that boring simple life I was meant to be living but there is still a part of me that believes I should be doing something else. failure is never an easy thing as it brings great sorrow to your well-being and self-confidence but maybe taking on a new adventure will find me in a better position to show them who I really am.