chaos with a capital C

you know that feeling you get when there is something just not right?

ya. i am sure you do and after taking my break and going back to my normal routine, i have come realize exactly what is ailing me. the hard part is knowing how to change it. i know what has to be done but the consequences will certain cause much disruption and cause for concern.

we also know that if we are not well, we must fix that before anything else.

i think what happens, in my case, is the guilt kicks you in the head and you give it a shake even knowing it’s bad. you visualize all that could happen if you make this major decision and then you think, “i can’t do that” it would be chaos with a capital “C”.

therefore, how do i fix this mess i am feeling.

stay tuned.

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