.children work relationships


sometimes i think our lives are unsettled because we seek a deeper meaning.

when someone opens your eyes, you take that moment and realize life is full of adjectives. rarely do we stop and think there is meaning behind a moment but only to value its existence. my unconditional love has vanished and knowing this makes me question my deeper desires. read the epic

.working on things


ever get the feeling that your whole life is a bubble waiting to burst? i hate it when you think you have it ‘nip’ in the butt and then ‘BAM’ more shit happens.

altering life to continuously fix your own needs is very exhausting. i can’t even begin to tell you how many times i wish i could simplify everything and forget all the chaos.  read the epic

.my biggest problem


when someone quits something, it is usually for good reasons. some may say it is giving up or lack of caring, maybe the idea of responsibility scares them. i believe that in life, we do things that we do not like and it physically and mentally destroys the better part of our self.

i am at that point. read the epic

the slum bum chum


there are days we know are better than others and sometimes our thinking can be clouded by shit. yes i said shit because in my reality, shit happens and for some odd reason, i feel as though life has thrown me so many curve balls i should be staring in my own baseball league.

the logic will exclaim it is what you do with life that makes it but honestly i think it is again all bullshit. read the epic

taking a time out


as children, we all know parents put us in a time out as punishment for bad behavior. honestly, as an adult, we should this more for our own well being. it really wasn’t a bad behavior situation but it was really about giving the adult a period of relax and quiet.

the reality is most of us do not consider the possibility we all need some ‘time out’ from our daily living. read the epic

.truth and trust


how can you be who you want to be if you can’t tell the truth or trust the one’s around you?

living in fear of judgement and constant restraints can be one of the most difficult ways of living. we often hide the real shadow of who we actually are because we are conditioned too. far too often, hiding the true nature can destroy our very existence and may to say the very least hurt our life. read the epic

.engage in the now


for some of us, our very existence depends upon the events of the past. life experiences teach us how to be and not be but it is what we do with those experiences that make us who we are today. i often see people dwelling on what was or what could have been that they never really fully live in their own moment. read the epic

find your moment


we all need to relax, we all need time to recharge ourselves, forget about the hectic work week or the outside world. most of us really do not know how to do this – we are forever thinking life will stop without doing this or doing that. what you don’t know is if you are constantly on the go, you will burn out. read the epic