i have been thinking so much about love, relationships and life lately it bares sharing. the funny thing about these three words is that they are all the same. without life, you can’t have love and without love there is no relationship. but in this big world, arguably, men and women are so ungrateful of what we can give one another we end up alone and stale.…

nothing.

really, i am not kidding. i have been writing shit for years about relationships, life, love, past experiences and still i ask that simple question:  is it all worth it?

i used to thrive on knowledge, knowing is growing as they say and for what this is worth, i can’t imagine why i would want to learn any more.…

as Christmas is fast approaching, many people are into the hustle and bustle of deciding what to get this one and that one. i, on the other hand am the kind of person that waits until the last minute for the rush of shopping and getting my shit organized.…

there is nothing like a great day at the beach. relax, being in tune with nothing but the ocean and the sand. i even learned how to fish, catching the sea’s finest. so different than being in a boat and i must say there is a natural born talent for this kind of fishing.…

we have all heard it said, when one door closes another opens but sometimes you must at all costs close a door that will remain closed for the rest of your life.

i can’t even begin to tell you how many times i have tried to close doors that were very unhealthy for me, always waiting for the right moment, the right purpose or even the slightest indication of ‘that’s it!” there are some doors that haunt you and some that just won’t close.…

purpose. what is it? do we want it? do we have it? how do we know?

life is supposed to be about purpose, reason for being who we are and what we do but for some, i see nothing but existence and it made me wonder about my life.…

others have to fight for their lives…in sickness and in health we are the experiments of life. we live our lives according to the ‘norm’ and never really understand why some people have it all and others suffer. what frustrates me are those who work so hard to achieve the simple life and i ask myself why.…

achievements are created by hope, dreams and determination; once the achievement is no longer attainable, we lose our site of a better future.

as we grow up, we do things to be great, to prove to our parents we can accomplish anything with their guidance and strength.…

i find myself very cautious these days with everything i do and everyone i meet. i feel as i have wasted so much time on people that i no longer want to invest in friendships or otherwise | even relationships

it was funny i watched a movie last night and the main character was so much like me, i think they built the movie around my life | in the present time | except for the part where she met a good man and lived happily ever after | we all know in real life that doesn’t happen.…