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Find your crayon

ever notice that even when you have a plan shit just happens. somewhere someone will sure fuck things up and defer your current journey. i pride myself on being organized, knowing what i want and when to do it but there are times when even the slightest little delay can affect my perception. i can’t…

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The differences

there is no greater need then wanting to be happy with your life decisions. environment, time, people and loved ones can truly give you a sense of direction but it is their feelings not yours. how do we decide what is best? we look at ourselves and see what is wrong and try to fix…

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Worry less about the small stuff

i believe most people take things for granted, the sun, the water, the air and i can tell you that being on vacation really make you realize how lucky most of us are. i see the people and culture in mexico and these people work very hard for their pesos. they treat us like we…

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How much would you sacrifice

have you ever stopped and thought about sacrifice? when you want something so bad, what would you do to get it? people have been asking me for years how i can afford to go on these vacations every year but if you think about this, it is not only saving but also working. i work…

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Look before you leap

this morning i find myself thinking about emotions, feelings of dislike and why? because in times of need, it doesn’t matter whether you like or dislike someone, when they are in a difficult situation, you must be empathetic or is it duty? sometimes in life we must do things that we simply don’t care about…

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Change is coming

i realize at the beginning of the month i quoted this was the month of love and that i was going speak about the subject but things change all the time and so does my thinking. i the past few days, it has become apparent that people do not adapt to change very well and…

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.who takes out the garbage

i woke up with thoughts of this: where is a good man when you need him on a day like today? i am off, working late tonight and my tree and garbage needs to be at the road by 7am. here’s what i am getting at… men are always complaining that we women have to…

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stop wanting the impossible

i watched an inspirational movie this afternoon and it made me think of my own life. i have been looking for this great idea that would bring readers to my blog, that hope that people would be so inspired that some popular paper or magazine would like me enough to want to write for them. that’s…

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words of a stranger

words can either destroy you or make you better but only for the moment or a lifetime? i have had quite the week with people and two in particular, one whom totally made me feel like a piece of shit and the other whom seem to know me better than i knew myself.  we all…

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life changes in a blink of an eye

if had to look back, this time last year, how much of your life has changed? are things still familiar? are they life altering, so much that you no longer feel grounded? are you spinning inside and asking yourself how did you survive all that has happened? this is where i am today. i do…

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.negative vs positive

where are your thoughts? do you seem lost at times and ask yourself how you got here? all the changes, time spun out of control and you really have to sit and think for a moment just to regain some of your sanity? i leave tomorrow for another adventurous trip, Las Vegas, and my thoughts…

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what i know about love

i used to believe in love, so much that i would give myself unconditionally to anyone who would make the time of day for me. what i have realized is that, love has sucked the life out of me. today, i sit here and know that i have to stop giving myself because love has…