i am tired, tired of the bullshit, the reasons why we get up every day and for what? to be disappointed and let down.
i am tired of people who claim to care and don’t. i am tired of the one’s who say things you really don’t want to hear and frustrated with the people can’t really say what they feel or want.… want to know the rest?
today i have noticed way to many people waste time with their negativity and complaints. they never shut up about whatever it is that isn’t going right instead of showing gratitude for what is good in the world today.… want to know the rest?
this week i struggle with being nice, nice to people, nice to whom ever comes to mind and especially nice to myself. i think about the trip i just took and also realize that no matter well i can treat myself, something negative always comes out of it.… want to know the rest?
i had the most intelligent conversation with someone last night that i have had in months probably or maybe never; this person challenges me on a communication level and i love it.
this is what was asked of me:
People like to say love is unconditional, but it’s not, and even if it was unconditional, it’s still never free.… want to know the rest?
little girls and boys were taught that love is pretty much, meet, love, get married, have babies and work hard…or something like that, i really don’t know because i have been living with the idea that love is and can conquer anything.… want to know the rest?
people have different ways of dealing with break ups; i am by far the easiest person to deal with and when someone rejects me, whether in love or friendship, i automatically lock up! good or bad?… want to know the rest?
people walk around thinking, they can make things better, they can live a better life, they can justify all evil and never accept the possibility that maybe, just maybe, life is just full of shit and we are the pasteurised ingredient.… want to know the rest?
i was informed yesterday that i change things a lot and from one day to the next, people don’t know what to expect from me or what will come out of my mouth.
but it is change that makes life very interesting and the things i can control, i will change to please my sanity and no one else’s.… want to know the rest?