in recent events, the thought of having a great life has been less than unattainable. people have a way of making you feel less worthy and undeserving; the question is how do you shut this off?

most of my life has been about pleasing others, looking like the hero by doing things even if means setting your own needs aside.…

remember when growing up, your heart was broken over some relationship, it didn’t matter whether it was your first crush or your last and how people used to tell you:

“don’t worry, the RIGHT one will come along?”

why do people do that? do they really think that there is one perfect person that will complete every moment, every breathe you take and completely take away all those fears.…

i guess i missed a day of writing or 2 can’t remember, as we hustle and bustle, i took a day out yesterday to pamper myself and just be me.

how epic is that?

with my pedi all in tact and a new manicure with candy cane colors, i am reminded that with only 4 days ’til Christmas, life is short isn’t it?…

i can honestly say, the last 3 days have been so relaxing, i never thought i could actually give my brain a break but it has happened. my parents took me across the border to matamoros, mexico to be delighted with a wonderful supper. this place apparently used to be the epic shopping ground for the texans however over the years it has been a little dangerous, therefore they only walk over to eat now.…

part of growing is knowing what is right for your own well being. i have been writing this for years now and sometimes i forget to do this myself.

it came to me, in a big way this weekend, how unhealthy i am and i am so suffering for it.…

pointing the finger at someone has been a big issue lately for me and sometimes when i am at a loss for words, it is because i am trying to find peace within.

most people do not realize that when someone accuses you of something, whether it is true or not, the reason you feel so upset and alienated is because deep down there is something within yourself you do not see.…

the epic reality of where to go from here |

as a writer, you must keep your readers interested. as a leader, it is much harder to keep people on the same page. you will always find some who are opposed to anything you say or do.…

i realized some time ago¬†how people are really full of shit, always recommending things, always telling how you should and shouldn’t act and being in your face/life when it really isn’t any of their business. you would think to yourself maybe they care but in the end you know they don’t.…