.the chaos of living

time is so valuable and how often do we forget this until something tragic happens. self development has been my goal for decades and it is without a doubt, that i will be working at this for many years.

what i know today is this, if i don’t take time out for myself, i will collapse. many things have piled up and i am on the verge of just no longer giving a shit about … want to know the rest?

.why some focus on the negative

being away from home make you think about life in general. although you are busy with business matters, you always can find time to take a moment and personalize yourself.  i for one find it great therapy and also a time to redefine your purpose. every time i question my ability to be epic, something always brings me back from that negative bullshit.

when i feel pressured or low i ask myself why is this … want to know the rest?

.life’s decision making

we often take a step back when forced to make important decisions. there are some that become very easy, like your every day job. you know exactly what has to be done and you do it. but then there other decisions that for some reason seem so complicated and you can wrap your head around it. people make it look so easy and when it boils down to it, life has a way of showing … want to know the rest?

.an explanation never understood

ever get the feeling sometimes that people just don’t get what you are saying? you try over and over to explain a need or a want and still you struggle with the end result. how can people be so unclear, especially when you describe something from a to z.

maybe it is because some of us do not know how to explain things or the fact that some may have a vision so clear in … want to know the rest?

.know your enemy

the one thing i pride myself on is knowing people, reading their body language and understanding their methods. i suppose at times this can be very frustrating as the epic me get ever so frustrated when shit hits the fan.

this weekend, feeling pumped about my week past, only to come home and discovering how people are so negative about our future possibilities. stating one thing and then totally feeling another, i depend on my … want to know the rest?