reality

.amend your closet space

yesterday i spoke of compartmentalization, the art of putting everything in its own place and we often can’t do this. this is why most of the time our lives become unmanageable. we stress about everything and it just seems all that happens, will in fact happen all at once.

we then find ways to distract ourselves from the true reality of our lives but never accomplish anything. read the epic

.the chaos of living

time is so valuable and how often do we forget this until something tragic happens. self development has been my goal for decades and it is without a doubt, that i will be working at this for many years.

what i know today is this, if i don’t take time out for myself, i will collapse. read the epic

.why some focus on the negative

being away from home make you think about life in general. although you are busy with business matters, you always can find time to take a moment and personalize yourself.  i for one find it great therapy and also a time to redefine your purpose. every time i question my ability to be epic, something always brings me back from that negative bullshit. read the epic

.life’s decision making

we often take a step back when forced to make important decisions. there are some that become very easy, like your every day job. you know exactly what has to be done and you do it. but then there other decisions that for some reason seem so complicated and you can wrap your head around it. read the epic

.an explanation never understood

ever get the feeling sometimes that people just don’t get what you are saying? you try over and over to explain a need or a want and still you struggle with the end result. how can people be so unclear, especially when you describe something from a to z.

maybe it is because some of us do not know how to explain things or the fact that some may have a vision so clear in their head, they see nothing else. read the epic

.know your enemy

the one thing i pride myself on is knowing people, reading their body language and understanding their methods. i suppose at times this can be very frustrating as the epic me get ever so frustrated when shit hits the fan.

this weekend, feeling pumped about my week past, only to come home and discovering how people are so negative about our future possibilities. read the epic

.effectiveness

how do you make an impact on people? it isn’t by promises you can’t keep nor is it by paying them. what you do or say can make a big effect on anyone if said or done in the right way. how your pronounce your words, how to deliver without sounding pushy and most of all making them feel as though they are the only one’s that matter. read the epic

i should never have to explain

so ya wake up one morning and realize, your whole life has changed. you see things differently and ask yourself:

“is this where i want to be or am i supposed to be here?”

i closed many chapters in my life, opened many wounds and sought out the reasons for everything that has become. the one thing i have strive for other than success is love and it has finally hit me that LOVE is just a four letter word i need to bury deep inside. read the epic