i have been thinking about being real lately and how often people pretend. they pretend to like you they pretend to care and others simply pretend to save their own bad behavior.sometimes we pretend in order to keep the peace or we pretend to hide the truth about our feelings.…

time. how much do we really have and how do we use it?

i am faced with a reality these days of time and all i have had, meeting many people, experiencing many things and living my life the way i believe it should be lived.…

driving to ambition, living for hope, determination because we, believe in something

i believe most people are disillusioned by their own personal experiences, thinking that either they can make a difference in the world or be greater than they are. my thoughts and feelings are  they are hiding from the reality of life.…

as it would have it with my luck, weather conditions have altered my travels.

i am writing this morning from a beautiful hotel room, one hour from my hometown. my original flights had to be changed as there was a winter warning advisory in chicago which was my first stop on my way to texas.…

i talk often about self love, self devotion and more so how to be epic and live in the moment. lately i am just the opposite, hiding behind my own bullshit, never letting anyone seeing the real me and more so never letting anyone know what is really ailing me.…

defeat. solid, harsh, complicated.

realistic doesn’t even begin to describe recent feelings, emotions and events. when you think you have a plan and have it “nipped” in the butt – reality sets in or does your heart?

at a young age we are motivated to do better – at an older age, we settle for what is in the present.…

dreams are real, whether you believe in them or not, they are a reflection of your present life. where you want to be, glimpse of your present moments and what really is going on inside that pretty little head of yours.

if you are lucky enough to remember them when you wake up, you can easily google search the meaning.…

you know that feeling you get when there is something just not right?

ya. i am sure you do and after taking my break and going back to my normal routine, i have come realize exactly what is ailing me. the hard part is knowing how to change it.…

there are many things i dislike in this lifetime, some i can say out loud, others i must keep to myself. we have a saying where i work: “you don’t have to like everyone but you must respect them”.  so true

what happens when the respect is lost and all you have is five figures?…