epic is having the most stressful time, it seems to me that politeness and compassion have thrown out into the wind and people have become so ungrateful. i do realize at this time of year, people tend to get a little more stressed and excited all in the same sentence but it is also a time of giving.
i am sick to my stomach thinking how many people in my hours of the day that do not appreciate things. a smile, assistance of any sort, can easily go a long way. on another foot so can anger, bad manors and sadness.
working with the public is the one of the most challenging jobs in the world, other than child bearing, and i can tell you from experience, we all know we can never please everyone. i had a horrible day yesterday for lack of trying to be happy and cheerful, it seems i can’t shake the madness. no matter how hard i try to be nice, happy and grateful, shit turns around and beats me on the head.
i can understand why so many people have issues, lacking things maybe or just maybe they are born to make others miserable. honestly in my years of experience and studying this great epic psychology, you aren’t born miserable. it is conditioned at an early age. the trick is to really see it for what it is and snap out of it!
i think as time moves closer to the big day, it will get crazier and i will have to find some magic power to keep my sanity.