i think about money all the time and envy people who have the luxuries especially those who never have to worry about anything. making that kind of money i am sure is not easy and takes much dedication and i am also sure there are some who make that money by taking advantage of others.
as these thoughts ran through my head this afternoon, i was also wondering if i had all of the money and more, would i still fun into to chaotic situations. drama is never far behind in my life especially when i am happy. there is always something running behind trying to makes its way to my already stressful life. i say stressful but in actuality i am not completely happy, as i am sure many people suffer from this unfortunate delusion.
so why is this, why is it we can’t escape the vulnerable moments and pretend that all is great when is fact, we hide the true nature of our own self? i started watching a new series and 3 episodes in i realized what the title meant.
i get a rush out of new shows because i am always captivated by how realistic it can be even when people say it is only television. but if you consider the production side, people create these shows by life, by their own realism and possibly a fantasy.
i guess i was just having a moment when to many thoughts were running through my mind and i needed to share.